Monday, 7 April 1862
XXX1
Very unable to paint: ― walked about ― suffering no end.
Painted somewhat at the small Corfus.
No letters.
At 3.30 ― to Miss G.’s, & at 4, with her & Mrs. N., Captn. Hillier, the maid & Cagiati, to the Captn.’s Boat ― & so to the Steamer.
Unpleasantly rough.
So. She is gone. ―
It is a twinge: ― ――
Came home ― & read papers, & at 5 went out again. Dreadfully nervous.
Steamer ― seen from Ascension, seems to go quietly.
Returned by 7.20. Dined at 8.
N. Wind.
Penned out till 11.10.
[Transcribed by Marco Graziosi from Houghton Library, Harvard University, MS Eng. 797.3.]